|Taken at 4:45 a.m. in my backyard|
When the moon finally moved a bit in the sky and came into view from behind some tall maples and pines, it was as though it was shining its light right into my heart, asking me: Who are you? What do you believe? And what are you going to do with that information? But I had no answers. Only awe for the beauty of this particular moon on this particular night at this particular moment. Awe for the world we don’t often see but is there nonetheless, hidden in the shadows of a suburban backyard, or in the dark recesses of our souls, places waiting to be explored if we put aside our fears.
As I continued to sit in the moonlight, I kept hearing the first line of an Emily Dickinson poem in my head: “I’m nobody. Who are you? Are you nobody, too?” Maybe it’s okay to be nobody. Maybe it’s okay to be uncertain. Maybe it’s okay to spend time in the moonlit shadows of my soul.